i hate it

Hey all, back to post again.

And yes Kester, I'm active. Cause I am seriously bored. (Y)

Choir today was okay, kinda fun.

Had fun laughing and calling Liting while singing carols.

Altos should know what I meant. :DDD

And I screamed when my uncle smsed me saying that we would be going to Universal Studio.

Happy die, cant wait for the day to come. :DDD

Day 3- your parents.

Daddy and Mummy, I dont like the way you control me. I dont like the way you restrict my movements, and I seriously dont like it when you dont let me do things I used to be able to do. Didi always can use laptop until like 4 to 6 hours. I use extra 1 hour, give me black face liao. I go out with friends, I come home late for choir you also want ask. DONT YOU FUCKING KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE IT? All because of you guys, I get very stressed up and sick. Will you be happy if I just get sick and die? At first I get stressed over results, you say no need scared, got work hard can liao. I scared, I started revising like mad, tired also revise, in the end results come out, not a single A, havent meet teacher, nag at me like siao. Is you say work hard can liao. I worked so fucking hard, I tired want sleep also continue revising, you in the end nag at my lousy results. One F9, Literature, nag and nag and nag. You think easy you come take lorhs, Daddy. You also fail tests de right? Its just that I dont have 4 chances like you have okay. I thought if you take this exam you would know how I feel. You pass liao, like over the world la, you dont even care how I feel. -,- And I am very very very hurt when you say you dont want a daughter like me. Would you like it if I say I dont want parents like the two of you? If I say I wished I was never born in this family? You even say in public somemore. I smile doesnt mean its not hurtful okay. I'm just trying not to cry out loud in public and make you two lose face horhs. You restrict me and stuff, I am still okay with it. I dont like it when you say you dont want me.

Day 4- your siblings.

My beloved brother ah. Although I hate you like mad at times, you're also sweet. (: just dont make troubles for me can lerhs, I'll be super grateful. And dont play so many computer games la, not good for your body.

Yeahs, I'm done.

And I'll stay strong.