sleepless nights..

Ok, I've decided to blog. Because I cant sleep.

And yes, its 2 plus in the morning.

I was grounded, not being able to use the phone or laptop,

But since I get my hands on the laptop, obviously I wont give up the chance of using it. :D

Class chalet, over.

Dont wanna talk about it, I'm just gonna keep it to myself.

I'm a selfish bitch, so there~ (:

Then, alot of things happened within this week.

I'm really upset and stuff. Is like I'm been using my tears to wash my face every single night.

I feel freaking weird inside. And I cant seem to get it out.

No one can understand how I feel, very sad, very lonely.

Very confused, very upset, very.. tired.

Idk what to do, seriously. I may look ok on the outside,

But inside I'm dying. You guys do not need to know what is happening,

I'm just using my blog to vent out all my troubles.

But nothing will help. And I found the right word already: very scared.

What to do? Can someone lend a helping hand? Cause I'm really hurting.

So. Freaking. Confused.