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I'll post for Kester's sake. LOL.

Sorrieee~ Didnt post yesterday cause I had tuition,

Plus lazy post, plus chatting with BIMBO :P, plus busy playing Blackshot.

I'mma busy woman. So.. Yeahs. Must try to understand. WAHAHAHS.

Anyways, tuition yesterday was fun. I'll not describe it further.

And my official name is SMARTASS. Bimbo named it for me.

Cause I always act smart on tuition, in the end I cannot solve those sums,

And she did. And bimbo's not supposed to be smart, just like a blonde.

But she's not a blonde, she's a BLACK. ROFL.

I didnt mean it that way. Black's referring to her hair la bodoh. Hehs. :B

Yaya, so... :D

Today ah, boring day lo.

Sms-ed baby only, and talked to bimbo on phone awhile.

Nothing much bahs.. And congrats!

I ate unclean food. Made me ran for the toilet. o'.'o

Vomit once, plus a stomach ache. ):

Freak the food which did that to me.

I mustn't be greedy anymore, cut down my intake of food.

If not, I'm gonna grow fat, and no number of gym visits can save me anymore. ):

Goodbye lovely food~ I also dont want eat you,
See you also want to PUKE. LOL, I'm insane.

Nights people, gonna play blackshot AGAIN. :D

hehs,

Omg, I'm soooo sorry.

Blackshot has made me become a violent person.

I'll control myself, and be a lady once again.

But into a lady that shoots. LOL.

I'll not scold anyone in my blog ever again, I feel so bad.

LOL, but not sad for the person I scolded. Cause he/ she deserves it.

So there, for calling me noob you FKER. :D

Anyways, tuition later!! :D

LOL, I'm crazehhh. Whatever.

Byebye. Andand,

Someone play with me Blackshot ley.

Best if you're a girl.

Bimbo?? Liting?? Shermaine?? Anyone??

:D I'll make you tougher-er. LOL.

I AM PISSED!

URGGHHHH!
I AM F**KING PISSED LIKE ~!@#$%^&*()
Freaking hate people who scold me noob when they are one themselves.
I mean, come on la.
I only played the game for like.. 3 times only right?
What do ya expect? -,-
You also cant even shoot properly, still dare tell off other people.
I noob, I admit. You pro, PUI LA.
So li hai you go guard the flag yourself la.
Like you never kena killed before.
Tio shot then make excuses say you lag.
COME ON LA. I ALSO NEVER LAG RIGHT.
NO ONE'S LAGGING EXCEPT FOR YOU.
-,-
Pissed to the extreme. Sorry.
And yay, I'm going home liao.
Satisfied staying at my cousin's houise. :D
Byebye~

happy happy happy! :D

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :DDD
Yupps, went to Orchard today with cousins, mummy and aunt.
6 hours straight, walk and walk and walk.
From where? Hmmm..
Far East, Ion, Central, Wisma, Bugis, etc.
I only can remember all these. :D
You know right, I'm so proud of myself.
I've helped Singapore change some names to make it more attractive and funny ofc! :D
Like: Ion Orchard.
Add 'On' in front... ONION ORCHARD! :D
Wooooooo, onions rock! \m/
Another one: Grange Road.
Change la, change to orange.
The road all become orange in colour, stylo anot? :D
Ok la, crap. But cause I'm happyyyyyy.
Staying overnight at cousin's house tonight~~
Hehs. And starting to play BlackShot. Noob la me. Tyvm.
I shall go pwn people with my noobness.
Buh-bye~

And, I wanna work at Gucci/ LV/ Prada shops next time,
Their attires rock maximum. And those black gloves,
Ooooo, like some WIB (Woman In Black).
And those guys outside the door, my bodyguards.
Come argue me, I tell those handsome guys whack you. :D
You'll feel honoured anyway. They are handsome.
But 20++ years old one la, too old for me. He's enough for me liao. :X
Ok la, bye.

i'll change.

Ok, I've decided. I'll change.

Back to the friendly me, back to the un-bitch me.

I dont want everything to change.

Sorry. I'll be the friendly hyper me.

I PROMISE. :DDDDDDD

Gonna sleep with a smile on my face, byebye.

And I think I got depression, severe mood swing too.

Intro any shrink for me kks? :D

Cannot be expensive though, I'm not a rich man's daughter. :D

D:

I think I've changed,

Everything.

My attitude got problem again liao,

Sorry if I'm being a bitch.

Fuck, why am I upset?

I thought I had already sorted out things? Between me and myself?

I thought I became happy again, happily waiting for Monday to come?

Why am I unhappy? WHY WHY WHY?

FML, I hate myself.

And until I love myself back, I'm not loving anyone nor giving anyone nice attitude.

Ok, maybe to my friends. I dont want them to leave me.

Or maybe him, I'll consider if you say please.

FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Anyway, Merry Christmas. Its the official one this time. :D

And, sorry. ):

I'll try to change being an un-bitch.

Gimme some time.

all i want for christmas is you~

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :D

Yes, its Christmas Eve now, but WTF, I'm not celebrating Christmas this year.

Freak it, NO PRESENTS. Worse. News. Ever.

I dont care, gonna go around getting presents from everyone.

Prepare domo stuff, tyvm. ^^

Today, slept till 1 in the afternoon. I'm a satisfied lazy bitch. :D

But nightmares though, I dont wanna mention it.

Its too scary for you guys to know, LOL.

Then, went to Sakura for lunch.

Freaking funny, people eat turkey, I eat sushi. :D

And right, my appetite dropped alot liao, ):

I used to be able to finish a guy's portion of food,

Now even half of a girl's portion I cannot eat finish.

Maybe cause I keep thinking of him and stuff,

No appetite to eat, too sad liao.

Hais, D; D; D;

Monday faster come please. I really cannot wait liao.

LOL, actually I can la, thought about it liao, but nonetheless,

MONDAY FASTER FREAKING COME LA.

Byebye. :D *waves* Merry Christmas btw. (:

hais..

)':

I freaking miss you like mad.

You can understand how I feel?

I bet you dont even know how much I'm suffering for you.

I bet you dont know how much tears I'm flowing for you.

I bet you dont know bimbo's saying me being emotionally unstable. (LOL.)

I bet you dont know how much space you're taking up in my brain.

I bet you dont know how upset I'm feeling now.

I bet you dont know I'm being distracted all the time. I cant even concentrate.

I bet you dont know I've been having sleepless nights everyday.

I bet you dont know how much I'm blaming him about it.

I bet you dont know I've been pouring out my troubles to bimbo. And I really appreciate her help. Thanks many. (:

I bet you dont know how much I miss you.

I bet you dont know how much I want you to sms me. But I know you cant.

And its really long. What am I supposed to do?

I bet you dont even miss me. Do you? Cause I know I do.

sleepless nights..

Ok, I've decided to blog. Because I cant sleep.

And yes, its 2 plus in the morning.

I was grounded, not being able to use the phone or laptop,

But since I get my hands on the laptop, obviously I wont give up the chance of using it. :D

Class chalet, over.

Dont wanna talk about it, I'm just gonna keep it to myself.

I'm a selfish bitch, so there~ (:

Then, alot of things happened within this week.

I'm really upset and stuff. Is like I'm been using my tears to wash my face every single night.

I feel freaking weird inside. And I cant seem to get it out.

No one can understand how I feel, very sad, very lonely.

Very confused, very upset, very.. tired.

Idk what to do, seriously. I may look ok on the outside,

But inside I'm dying. You guys do not need to know what is happening,

I'm just using my blog to vent out all my troubles.

But nothing will help. And I found the right word already: very scared.

What to do? Can someone lend a helping hand? Cause I'm really hurting.

So. Freaking. Confused.

Peace! :D

Loving this photo, :D

"Wait, I doing my hair"

"Faster ley! Hrmmphhh :/"

Must. Look. Dumb.

"shut up noisy!"

"didnt I tell you to keep quiet?"

"LOL, pwn"

"you're making me puke!"

LOL, this kind of things actually happens when you're bored.

From yesterday. And happy, I managed to drag my brother along with it. :DD

Hating the webcam quality though, but its okay.

I had fun doing this stupid idiotic stuff. :D

Ciaos~ (:

Long time no blog alr!

Back from Port Dickson and stuff..

Nothing to do.

Dont feel like blogging.

LOL.

Bye, cant wait for class chalet. Heehee. :B

HAPPY DIE~ Sayang messaged me from HK yesterday.

Although sometimes lagging like WTF, I still dont mind~

Think he's gonna be super busy today and tomorrow. And maybe on the last day too.

Anyways, yesterday choir.

Damn pekcek, early in the morning during warm-up tio scolded liao.

But nonetheless, its still okay lurhs.

Altos kinda slacky yesterday. But I'm still dead beat.

Dear's message made me happy yesterday~

Thenthen, went home with Huixuan.

Wahahahs, crap and crap and crap. :D

Went her house, continue crap when it was raining like OMG.

Heehee, ok la, not crap. Is HEART2HEART talk. Jealous marhs?

Very fun, cryings, laughter. Heehee. Plus know alot alot of stuff. :D

Best times ever, thankyouverymuch twinneh! *bows* :D

Since she's like the greatest person ever, I'll dedicate a post to her.

Oh, dont be touched anyway. :D

TWINNIE AH BIMBO! Muahahahahs.

Dont so upset about ______________________ liao. (LOL, idk how many underscores are there)

You still have ME ME ME ME ME! :D

Thanks to you, I know so many things. Kind of the ugly truths.

But I'll not change opinions I have for ____________________.

Want continue then continue, dont want continue then I also nothing to say.

Anyways, I love having H2H talks with you. You give like the best and straightforward opinions ever. Not keeping any thoughts you have. :D

BUT THEN I NO DEPRESSION HORHS. Dont anyhow say.. ):

LOL, but anyways, takecare~ I'll be here for euuuuu~~~ BIMBO! :D

The end.

Wait, havent yet. Imisshim. Like WTF. But must ren.. 2 more days! :D

And he'll be back. (: Ok, bye.

a fun day today,

Wahahahs, I'm dead again.

Sorry for not updating. I need more people to read my blog! :X

Where did I stop?

Oh, Saturday, open house.

That event left me with 6 blisters, a sprained and a little swollen ankle.

Tsktsk, its really not worth it. ):

Sunday, packed stuff. Smsed sayang throughout the day. (:

Cousins came to our house also. Watched Mnet together, total crap. O.O

Monday, choir. Cant really remember much,

I only know its a boring day. Ok, not really. Still got laughter and stuff lurhs.

Yesterday, went tuition with Huixuan and Liting.

First time. Heehee, had fun doing maths problems and laughing.

Pronounced discotheque as disco-de-kueh. :X

The meaning of the word is disco. Its in long form. (: I didnt know.

Then Liting has jaundice. Serious case one. :DDD

Epic, all 3 of us need toilet, like URGENTLY. Huixuan not really lurhs.

Then we dont dare use the cher's toilet, say what got camera. :P

Waited for the bus like, urgghh. Liting and I were like urgent urgent urgent.

Reached Huixuan's house, ran for the toilet!! :D

At night, went to daddy's client's house.

So surprised, is my junior's parents.

Talked for very long. Had fun remembering the past and stuff. (:

Had macdonald for dinner when it was like 11.

Today, CATCH MOVE with Huixuan, Liting and Jiahui! :DD

Rapunzel!! In 3D! Nice movie!

Funny and sad. (: Never regretted.

And dear went to Hong Kong alr...

Missing him like alot.. ):

Okay, byebye, update liao. :D